Tag Archives: Die

Lay Me Down to Rest

Lay Me Down to Rest:  I have said before and I will say I’m not a good person. My husband loves me, this much I know, but he has become accustomed to me, the type of passionate love that two … Continue reading

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This Guy

This Guy: Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that will result in my sudden death, in other words I’ve only been living to … Continue reading

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President Trump – Pay Your Fair Share!!!

President Trump – Pay Your Fair Share!!!:  The rich will survive, remember when we become dystopian which our Republican overlords are now working to ensure we can always sleep well at night know those on the top that subdue, rule, and even kill … Continue reading

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How Can I Go On?

How Can I Go On?:  I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate myself. I hate my character, I … Continue reading

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Can you Hear me Now?

Can you Hear me Now?:  But these would be the types of things my mother would often hope to find as she searched for anything that would incriminate her child of anything she could use at the right moment, her … Continue reading

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I Don’t Like Myself

I Don’t Like Myself:  I think I’m weird, I think I’m awful, I think I am undeserving, and then I assume that because I perceive myself as all these things I am received as such and the end result is “I don’t like myself”

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This is a BAD BAD WORLD

This life is not good.  I was lying in bed last night pondering the question so many of us ask ourselves so often “Why are we here?”. We are born and at some point realize we exist (See: We Exist) and then begin our … Continue reading

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