Tag Archives: Fear

Good-Bye 2016

Good-Bye 2016: I remember my mother many times during my youth looking at my father, either drunk and talking too much or sober and lying on his couch with his crossword puzzle book for hours on end and she would … Continue reading

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This Guy

This Guy: Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that will result in my sudden death, in other words I’ve only been living to … Continue reading

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This is what a Panic Attack feels like…

This is what a Panic Attack feels like…:  I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….this is a bad one….this is a bad one…this is a real bad one…I’m repeating myself, … Continue reading

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Death Benefits

“Who is going to take care of the dogs?” I remind myself that if anything happens to me my husband will receive all kinds of insurance money so it really is best if I do go first… See:  Death Benefits

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Ugh I Broke my WordPress Blog

Okay so with the world becoming the way it is becoming, so much more extreme and violent I decided that I didn’t like having my name attached to my WordPress Blog and felt like I should opt for anonymity and … Continue reading

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High Anxiety

I cannot tell you how many times between my 20’s and 30’s I would rush to the emergency room believing that I was having a heart attack. Generally they would ask me if I had smoked pot (apparently pot leaves one … Continue reading

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Social Security – Friend or Foe?

Hey! Don’t we pay into Social Security? Don’t we work out entire lives making contributions to this fund that is supposed to help us in our old age? Isn’t this OUR MONEY! How the hell can the Republicans call our … Continue reading

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