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Tag Archives: Regret
Lay Me Down to Rest
Lay Me Down to Rest: I have said before and I will say I’m not a good person. My husband loves me, this much I know, but he has become accustomed to me, the type of passionate love that two … Continue reading
Posted in Life and Living
Tagged Anger, Betrayal, Death, Depressed, Depression, Die, Growing Old, Heartless, Mean, Old, Regret, Remorse, Sacarcm, Sad, Sadness
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Why are you Patronizing Me?
Why are you Patronizing Me?: Earlier I checked my phone and I had received a text from him that he must have sent last night while I was sleeping asking me if this is the way I was going to … Continue reading
Posted in Relationships
Tagged Aggressive, Antagonize, Archie Bunker, Care, Caretaker, Edith Bunker, Passive Aggressive, Patronize, Regret, Relationship, Relationships, Servant, Slave, Soda Crush
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This Guy
This Guy: Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that will result in my sudden death, in other words I’ve only been living to … Continue reading
Posted in Personal
Tagged Afraid, Aging, Alcohol, Alcohol intoxication, Alcoholic, Alcoholism, America, American, Anxiety, Anxiety Attack, Anxious, Back-stabbing, Binge Drinker, Bully, Celexa, Cervical Disease, Cheating Husband, Concentration Camp, Crazy, Crohn's Disease, Death, Dictator, Die, Donald Trump, Drunk, Fag, Family Man, Fear, Folliculitis, Gay, Gay Rights, Growing Old, Hate, Hateful, Hermit, High Anxiety, HIV, Homosexual, Husband, LGBT, Loner, Make America Great Again, Mid-Life Crisis, Old, Opinion, Pain, Panic, Panic attack, Panic disorder, Picked On, President, Psoriasis, Queer, Racism, Recluse, Regret, Religion, Rosacea, Russian, Saudade, Self-Hate, Self-Worth, Sex, Trump, U.S.A., United States, Victim, Xanax
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Sometimes I am so Stupid
Sometime I am so Stupid: I really had planned to keep these postings anonymous so that I could speak freely and with one stupid move have kind ruined the whole purpose of Saudade by sharing the link. I might has well … Continue reading
Posted in Social Networking
Tagged Blog, Blogging, Drunk, Regret, Sad, Social media, Stupid, Stupidity
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I’m Sorry
How do you say sorry when you can’t? I don’t mean not being able because you are too proud or don’t want to admit you are wrong. I mean how do you say you are sorry when you can’t… when … Continue reading
Posted in Life and Living
Tagged Apologize, Apology, Regret, Sad, Sadness, Sorrow, Sorry
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