Tag Archives: Panic attack

Better?

Posted on April 27, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

Things have seemed to be getting better lately. So why am I still having the GOD-DAMNED panic attacks? They aren’t as bad as they were a few months ago but they are still there. Almost everyday I think about having … Continue reading →

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The Golden Rail of Diversity

Posted on March 12, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

The Golden Rail of Diversity: I think it’s a very clever quote “riding the Golden Rail of diversity” and I like it but to say that somebody has opportunities or advantages because of their diversity can imply that one is … Continue reading →

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Good-Bye 2016

Posted on March 10, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

Good-Bye 2016: I remember my mother many times during my youth looking at my father, either drunk and talking too much or sober and lying on his couch with his crossword puzzle book for hours on end and she would … Continue reading →

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This Guy

Posted on March 10, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

This Guy: Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that will result in my sudden death, in other words I’ve only been living to … Continue reading →

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The Eve of my Prohibition

Posted on March 4, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

The Eve of My Prohibition: Without alcohol I won’t be able to self medicate and because I’m having anxiety attacks again I’m just worried as hell. What if I can’t stop drinking because I’m afraid that I won’t have that … Continue reading →

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This is what a Panic Attack feels like…

Posted on February 4, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

This is what a Panic Attack feels like…:  I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….this is a bad one….this is a bad one…this is a real bad one…I’m repeating myself, … Continue reading →

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Tired of Life in General

Posted on December 22, 2016 by Reasonable Thinker

Tired of Life in General: I’m getting tired of life in general. I mean the monotony and the senselessness of this whole existence.

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High Anxiety

Posted on June 10, 2013 by Reasonable Thinker

I cannot tell you how many times between my 20’s and 30’s I would rush to the emergency room believing that I was having a heart attack. Generally they would ask me if I had smoked pot (apparently pot leaves one … Continue reading →

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Social Security – Friend or Foe?

Posted on May 21, 2013 by Reasonable Thinker

Hey! Don’t we pay into Social Security? Don’t we work out entire lives making contributions to this fund that is supposed to help us in our old age? Isn’t this OUR MONEY! How the hell can the Republicans call our … Continue reading →

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