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Tag Archives: Alcoholic
Drunk or Insane
My blog was not supposed to be about being an alcoholic, but I think I have to admit that I am an alcoholic. I went to my first ever AA meeting a few days ago, and I enjoyed it. I … Continue reading
Posted in Alcohol
Tagged Alcohol, Alcohol intoxication, Alcoholic, Alcoholics Anonymous, Alcoholism, Insane, Insanity
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100 Days!
So today marks 100 days without a drink. I have 26 more to go and then I will be allowed to drink again. It was my annual New Year resolution to quit drinking until an event. This year the event is … Continue reading
Posted in Alcohol
Tagged Alcohol, Alcohol intoxication, Alcoholic, Alcoholism, Anxiety, Ashamed, Binge Drinker, Black Out, Countdown, Drink, Drinker, Drinking, Drunk, Guilty, Habits, Intoxication, Label, New Years, New Years Resolution, Rationalize, Resolution, Second Life, Sober, Sobriety, Witch Trials, World Of Warcraft, Xanax
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This Guy
This Guy: Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that will result in my sudden death, in other words I’ve only been living to … Continue reading
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Tagged Afraid, Aging, Alcohol, Alcohol intoxication, Alcoholic, Alcoholism, America, American, Anxiety, Anxiety Attack, Anxious, Back-stabbing, Binge Drinker, Bully, Celexa, Cervical Disease, Cheating Husband, Concentration Camp, Crazy, Crohn's Disease, Death, Dictator, Die, Donald Trump, Drunk, Fag, Family Man, Fear, Folliculitis, Gay, Gay Rights, Growing Old, Hate, Hateful, Hermit, High Anxiety, HIV, Homosexual, Husband, LGBT, Loner, Make America Great Again, Mid-Life Crisis, Old, Opinion, Pain, Panic, Panic attack, Panic disorder, Picked On, President, Psoriasis, Queer, Racism, Recluse, Regret, Religion, Rosacea, Russian, Saudade, Self-Hate, Self-Worth, Sex, Trump, U.S.A., United States, Victim, Xanax
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The Eve of my Prohibition
The Eve of My Prohibition: Without alcohol I won’t be able to self medicate and because I’m having anxiety attacks again I’m just worried as hell. What if I can’t stop drinking because I’m afraid that I won’t have that … Continue reading
Posted in Alcohol, Life and Living
Tagged Alcohol, Alcoholic, Alcoholism, Anxiety, Anxiety Attack, Anxious, Binge Drinker, Blood Pressure, Booze, Drink, Drinker, Drinking, Drugs, Drunk, New Years, New Years Eve, Panic, Panic attack, Panic disorder, Prohibition, Resolution, Self-Medicate, Sober, Sobriety, Worry, Xanax
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Am I a Drunk?
Am I a Drunk?: My self-imposed restrictions on drinking begins in a few days so I suspect I will be drunk once or twice or maybe even three times more over the next few days.
Posted in Alcohol, Life and Living
Tagged Alcohol, Alcohol intoxication, Alcoholic, Alcoholism, Binge Drinker, Buzz, Buzzed, Drink, Drinker, Drinking, Drunk, Second Life, Sober, Sobriety
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I’m Lonely and Bored and I must be an Alcoholic
I’m Lonely and Bored and I must be an Alcoholic: Right now I have “beer” on my mind. I’m thinking about hopping in the car going to the 7-11 and buying a 6-pack of Yuengling. I am really fighting the … Continue reading
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Tagged Alcohol, Alcohol intoxication, Alcoholic, Alcoholism, Bored, Lonely, Lonliness, Sad, Sadness
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I’m Not a Drunk
I’m Not a Drunk: By my late 40’s it was harder and harder to drink the night away and still go to work so as my call-in’s increased I made the conscious decision to hold off on the drinking during the week and … Continue reading
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Tagged Alcohol, Alcohol intoxication, Alcoholic, Alcoholism, Drink, Drinking
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Bottom
Bottom…. hopefully… at last… I think that maybe I hit bottom last night. Today, the last Monday of 2013 and I have to work remotely because I drank too much last night but not just last night, the night before and … Continue reading
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Tagged Alcohol, Alcohol intoxication, Alcoholic, Alcoholism, Binge Drinker, Drink, Drinking, Drunk, Facebook, Sobriety
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