Tag Archives: Growing Old

Lay Me Down to Rest

Lay Me Down to Rest:  I have said before and I will say I’m not a good person. My husband loves me, this much I know, but he has become accustomed to me, the type of passionate love that two … Continue reading

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This Guy

This Guy: Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that will result in my sudden death, in other words I’ve only been living to … Continue reading

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How Can I Go On?

How Can I Go On?:  I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate myself. I hate my character, I … Continue reading

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50 Years Old going on Death

Despite people saying you are only as old as you feel, every day I feel older and older.  So at 50 I might as well be 80.  I have been attending a conference the last few days and it will … Continue reading

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Mid-Life Crisis?

My angst at my impending doom has given me reasons to grasp of for expressions of youth, ways for me to fend off, if even for a while short while, a visit from the grim reaper. Continue reading

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