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Lay Me Down to Rest

Lay Me Down to Rest:  I have said before and I will say I’m not a good person. My husband loves me, this much I know, but he has become accustomed to me, the type of passionate love that two … Continue reading

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Good-Bye 2016

Good-Bye 2016: I remember my mother many times during my youth looking at my father, either drunk and talking too much or sober and lying on his couch with his crossword puzzle book for hours on end and she would … Continue reading

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This Guy

This Guy: Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that will result in my sudden death, in other words I’ve only been living to … Continue reading

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How Can I Go On?

How Can I Go On?:  I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate myself. I hate my character, I … Continue reading

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The “Shut Up” Heard Around the World

We left the campgrounds early today and I know I’m being a drama queen over something sill but I am ANGRY! (See: I AM ANGRY!!!). I haven’t been feeling much like camping lately. We have been going to these campgrounds for 10 years … Continue reading

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I AM ANGRY!!!

I don’t want to be ANGRY anymore, I’m tired of being ANGRY, every aspect of life seems to make me ANGRY. My dog is ill…and I am ANGRY! My husband is ill…and I am ANGRY!  My lawnmower won’t start and I am … Continue reading

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50 Years Old going on Death

Despite people saying you are only as old as you feel, every day I feel older and older.  So at 50 I might as well be 80.  I have been attending a conference the last few days and it will … Continue reading

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