Tag Archives: Sad

Better?

Things have seemed to be getting better lately. So why am I still having the GOD-DAMNED panic attacks? They aren’t as bad as they were a few months ago but they are still there. Almost everyday I think about having … Continue reading

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I Am Depressed

I Am Depressed:  I admit it, I am depressed and with all my other problems, I am sad, perpetually sad…

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Lay Me Down to Rest

Lay Me Down to Rest:  I have said before and I will say I’m not a good person. My husband loves me, this much I know, but he has become accustomed to me, the type of passionate love that two … Continue reading

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Good-Bye 2016

Good-Bye 2016: I remember my mother many times during my youth looking at my father, either drunk and talking too much or sober and lying on his couch with his crossword puzzle book for hours on end and she would … Continue reading

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Revisiting Optimism

Optimism…Does it really work?: As long as I can remember I’ve looked at the negative side of life always taking a pessimistic view. I assume I was always like this but would like to believe that at some point in my life there … Continue reading

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I Don’t Like Myself

I Don’t Like Myself:  I think I’m weird, I think I’m awful, I think I am undeserving, and then I assume that because I perceive myself as all these things I am received as such and the end result is “I don’t like myself”

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Tired of Life in General

Tired of Life in General: I’m getting tired of life in general. I mean the monotony and the senselessness of this whole existence.

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