Tag Archives: Death

Lay Me Down to Rest

Lay Me Down to Rest:  I have said before and I will say I’m not a good person. My husband loves me, this much I know, but he has become accustomed to me, the type of passionate love that two … Continue reading

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This Guy

This Guy: Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that will result in my sudden death, in other words I’ve only been living to … Continue reading

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President Trump – Pay Your Fair Share!!!

President Trump – Pay Your Fair Share!!!:  The rich will survive, remember when we become dystopian which our Republican overlords are now working to ensure we can always sleep well at night know those on the top that subdue, rule, and even kill … Continue reading

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How Can I Go On?

How Can I Go On?:  I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate myself. I hate my character, I … Continue reading

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Can you Hear me Now?

Can you Hear me Now?:  But these would be the types of things my mother would often hope to find as she searched for anything that would incriminate her child of anything she could use at the right moment, her … Continue reading

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I Don’t Like Myself

I Don’t Like Myself:  I think I’m weird, I think I’m awful, I think I am undeserving, and then I assume that because I perceive myself as all these things I am received as such and the end result is “I don’t like myself”

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Tired of Life in General

Tired of Life in General: I’m getting tired of life in general. I mean the monotony and the senselessness of this whole existence.

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Death Benefits

“Who is going to take care of the dogs?” I remind myself that if anything happens to me my husband will receive all kinds of insurance money so it really is best if I do go first… See:  Death Benefits

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Good-bye to my beloved Pet

Good-bye to my beloved Pet: My family (of which there are only two humans) my husband and my canine children, are adjusting to the loss of my eldest dog. Every so often my female sits before me, staring at me, and then … Continue reading

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I AM ANGRY!!!

I don’t want to be ANGRY anymore, I’m tired of being ANGRY, every aspect of life seems to make me ANGRY. My dog is ill…and I am ANGRY! My husband is ill…and I am ANGRY!  My lawnmower won’t start and I am … Continue reading

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