Tag Archives: Drunk

100 Days!

So today marks 100 days without a drink. I have 26 more to go and then I will be allowed to drink again. It was my annual New Year resolution to quit drinking until an event. This year the event is … Continue reading

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Good-Bye 2016

Good-Bye 2016: I remember my mother many times during my youth looking at my father, either drunk and talking too much or sober and lying on his couch with his crossword puzzle book for hours on end and she would … Continue reading

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This Guy

This Guy: Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that will result in my sudden death, in other words I’ve only been living to … Continue reading

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The Eve of my Prohibition

The Eve of My Prohibition: Without alcohol I won’t be able to self medicate and because I’m having anxiety attacks again I’m just worried as hell. What if I can’t stop drinking because I’m afraid that I won’t have that … Continue reading

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How Can I Go On?

How Can I Go On?:  I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate myself. I hate my character, I … Continue reading

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Facebook Hypocrisy

  Facebook Hypocrisy:  It is so easy to be somewhat aggressive, or maybe I should say passively aggressive through the anonymity of Facebook. I’m sure there isn’t a person out there that can say that they have never unfollowed or … Continue reading

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Am I a Drunk?

Am I a Drunk?: My self-imposed restrictions on drinking begins in a few days so I suspect I will be drunk once or twice or maybe even three times more over the next few days.

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