Tag Archives: Drunk

The Attitude Stops Now!

Posted on July 6, 2022 by Reasonable Thinker

My last post I wrote about whether I am an alcoholic or just simply insane. I have been drinking for a very long time, and during that time there were bouts when I would go months without drinking, and then … Continue reading →

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100 Days!

Posted on April 11, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

So today marks 100 days without a drink. I have 26 more to go and then I will be allowed to drink again. It was my annual New Year resolution to quit drinking until an event. This year the event is … Continue reading →

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Good-Bye 2016

Posted on March 10, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

Good-Bye 2016: I remember my mother many times during my youth looking at my father, either drunk and talking too much or sober and lying on his couch with his crossword puzzle book for hours on end and she would … Continue reading →

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This Guy

Posted on March 10, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

This Guy: Having suffered from Panic Attacks most of my adult life I have spent most of my waking life preparing or anticipating for that pain that will result in my sudden death, in other words I’ve only been living to … Continue reading →

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The Eve of my Prohibition

Posted on March 4, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

The Eve of My Prohibition: Without alcohol I won’t be able to self medicate and because I’m having anxiety attacks again I’m just worried as hell. What if I can’t stop drinking because I’m afraid that I won’t have that … Continue reading →

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How Can I Go On?

Posted on February 26, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

How Can I Go On?:  I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate myself. I hate my character, I … Continue reading →

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Facebook Hypocrisy

Posted on January 9, 2017 by Reasonable Thinker

  Facebook Hypocrisy:  It is so easy to be somewhat aggressive, or maybe I should say passively aggressive through the anonymity of Facebook. I’m sure there isn’t a person out there that can say that they have never unfollowed or … Continue reading →

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Am I a Drunk?

Posted on December 27, 2016 by Reasonable Thinker

Am I a Drunk?: My self-imposed restrictions on drinking begins in a few days so I suspect I will be drunk once or twice or maybe even three times more over the next few days.

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Merry Christmas! Now SHUT UP!

Posted on December 25, 2016 by Reasonable Thinker

Merry Christmas! Now SHUT UP!:   So I’m not sure what happened, how our host was going about introducing the new couple, whether she had cleared her throat and asked for attention and I hadn’t heard her or what but suddenly … Continue reading →

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Sometimes I am so Stupid

Posted on December 20, 2016 by Reasonable Thinker

Sometime I am so Stupid:  I really had planned to keep these postings anonymous so that I could speak freely and with one stupid move have kind ruined the whole purpose of Saudade by sharing the link. I might has well … Continue reading →

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