Tag Archives: Drink

100 Days!

So today marks 100 days without a drink. I have 26 more to go and then I will be allowed to drink again. It was my annual New Year resolution to quit drinking until an event. This year the event is … Continue reading

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The Golden Rail of Diversity

The Golden Rail of Diversity: I think it’s a very clever quote “riding the Golden Rail of diversity” and I like it but to say that somebody has opportunities or advantages because of their diversity can imply that one is … Continue reading

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The Eve of my Prohibition

The Eve of My Prohibition: Without alcohol I won’t be able to self medicate and because I’m having anxiety attacks again I’m just worried as hell. What if I can’t stop drinking because I’m afraid that I won’t have that … Continue reading

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How Can I Go On?

How Can I Go On?:  I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate myself. I hate my character, I … Continue reading

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This is what a Panic Attack feels like…

This is what a Panic Attack feels like…:  I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….I need to calm down….this is a bad one….this is a bad one…this is a real bad one…I’m repeating myself, … Continue reading

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Am I a Drunk?

Am I a Drunk?: My self-imposed restrictions on drinking begins in a few days so I suspect I will be drunk once or twice or maybe even three times more over the next few days.

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Merry Christmas! Now SHUT UP!

Merry Christmas! Now SHUT UP!:   So I’m not sure what happened, how our host was going about introducing the new couple, whether she had cleared her throat and asked for attention and I hadn’t heard her or what but suddenly … Continue reading

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I’m Not a Drunk

I’m Not a Drunk: By my late 40’s it was harder and harder to drink the night away and still go to work so as my call-in’s increased I made the conscious decision to hold off on the drinking during the week and … Continue reading

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Bottom

Bottom…. hopefully… at last… I think that maybe I hit bottom last night. Today, the last Monday of 2013 and I have to work remotely because I drank too much last night but not just last night, the night before and … Continue reading

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JUST BURN THE DAMN COUCH!

We all do stupid things in our lives.  Some of us do more stupid things then others.  Sometimes because we are trying to fit in, sometimes because we want to be popular, sometimes we are trying to have fun, sometimes … Continue reading

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