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Tag Archives: Heart Attack
Better?
Things have seemed to be getting better lately. So why am I still having the GOD-DAMNED panic attacks? They aren’t as bad as they were a few months ago but they are still there. Almost everyday I think about having … Continue reading
Posted in Life and Living
Tagged Addict, Addiction, Alcohol, Anxiety, Anxiety Attack, Aspirin, Celexa, Drugs, General Anxiety, Happy, Health, Healthy, Heart Attack, Husband, Life, Mental Health, Panic, Panic attack, Panic disorder, Pills, Sad, Suicide, The Woods Campground, Xanax
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Good-Bye 2016
Good-Bye 2016: I remember my mother many times during my youth looking at my father, either drunk and talking too much or sober and lying on his couch with his crossword puzzle book for hours on end and she would … Continue reading
Posted in Alcohol, Relationships
Tagged Abuse, Aggressive, Alcohol, Altercation, Anxiety, Anxiety Attack, Archie Bunker, Betty White, Blood Pressure, Carrie Fisher, Charlie Sheen, Debbie Reynolds, Diary, Donald Trump, Drunk, Fear, George Michael, Hate, Heart, Heart Attack, Hurt, Husband, Journal, Kill, Love, Mean, Mental Abuse, Nervous, New Year, Old, Panic, Panic attack, Passive Aggressive, Religion, Rum, Sad, Sober, Trump, Vodka, Xanax
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How Can I Go On?
How Can I Go On?: I know I’ve said some mean things in this post and probably because I am a mean person, I don’t know. I’m not a good person and I hate myself. I hate my character, I … Continue reading
Posted in Health, Personal, Relationships
Tagged Archie Bunker, Attitude, Camping, Cardiac Rehabilitation, Caretaker, Congestive Heart Failure, Death, Die, Dogs, Drink, Drinking, Drunk, Edith Bunker, Frustrated, Frustration, Growing Old, Heart, Heart Attack, Heart Failure, Hyacinth Bucket, Keeping Up Appearances, Mental Abuse, Mind Game, Old, Senior Citizen, Servant, Slave, Suicide
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My Stolen Identity
My Stolen Identity: He tells me we are financially okay but I know deep down inside that he has to be robbing Peter to pay Paul. Believe me he won’t let me see the credit card bills and just keeps … Continue reading
Posted in Life and Living
Tagged Bad Luck, Bankrupt, Bankruptcy, Betrayal, Credit, Credit Cards, Finances, Heart Attack, Home, Hospitalization, Hospitalized, House, Housing Bubble, Housing Crash, Lie, Lies, Loan, School Loan, Stolen Identity
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High Anxiety
I cannot tell you how many times between my 20’s and 30’s I would rush to the emergency room believing that I was having a heart attack. Generally they would ask me if I had smoked pot (apparently pot leaves one … Continue reading
Posted in Health
Tagged Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Death, Die, Disorders, Emergency Room, Fear, General Anxiety, Heart Attack, Mental Health, Panic, Panic attack, Panic disorder, Social Anxiety, Worry
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Mid-Life Crisis?
My angst at my impending doom has given me reasons to grasp of for expressions of youth, ways for me to fend off, if even for a while short while, a visit from the grim reaper. Continue reading
Posted in Family, Life and Living, Mid-Life Crisis
Tagged Age, Body Modification, Bodybuilding, Brother, Congestive Heart Failure, Crisis, Dead, Death, Diet, Doom, Facebook, Fitness, Genital Piercing, Grim Reaper, Growing Old, Health, Heart Attack, Mid-Life Crisis, Nipple, Old, Piercing, Prince Albert, Tattoo, Workout, Youth
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